when quitting means winning

Yes, I left my job. I took the great leap of faith. I went out of my comfort zone. I plunged into the great depths of the unkown.

It is not all that scary after all. What is there to fear when you finally found victory in uncertainty?

I am winning, yes! I am winning because I let my heart decide. I am winning because I got out of my cage. I am winning because I have learned to let go and let God.

I'm looking at better days ahead.

Brainchild

It's finally coming together. We got our business license. Our Web site is set to be launched next month---thank you to our fabulous Web developers. Our client base has been identified. We have a fool-proof system in place. We have a pool of brilliant people willing to commit to the project. We have time, talent, and skills---and the universe on our side (yes, we believe in the law of attraction). This business is going to rock! God, please give this to us this time . . .

Time for Cool Change

My president clinched the Democratic nomination!

Yes we can!

"Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the change that we seek."

---Barack Obama

A Quick Lesson in Rebellion

I just learned today that my boss is accusing me of "starting a rebellion." Yes, those are the actual words. Can you believe it? Me---the ever-diplomatic, the ever-law-abiding, the ever-authority-respecting me? Hah! I am so pissed right now that I'm thinking I might just prove him right! Or am I stupid enough to stoop down at his level? I guess not. But today, I looked at him straight into his eyeballs. If looks could kill, he's already cremated by now. Pardon me, I'm just letting off steam. But in case he reads this, I have two words for him: rebellion and outspokeness.

Rebellion: opposition to one in authority or dominance

Outspokenness: being direct and open in speech or expression

I'm not sure though if he can tell the difference between these two. Hmmm . . . I might just start giving him vocabulary lessons. Just brilliant.

Stuck

What am I here for? If I was born to do this, then why do I feel so inadequate? If this is supposed to make me happy, then why do I feel so empty? If this is supposed to make me live comfortably, then why am I writhing in pain? If this is my fate, then why do I still wish upon dead stars? Why do I bleed so much? Where am I headed? Tell me.